ill ramble on n on for well im not sure how long
cause i much more prefer to not be heard.
if im lucky enough to be graced with your presence
then i might be inclined to drop a funny line
or to just simply bring a smile upon your face.
ive been called a creep and weirdo and for all intensive purposes ( i dont know what that means) i agree with you and i am.
im not quite like anyone else and the more i try to be ” normal” the further i feel from everyone.
its usually better that im a lone wolf. i may say the wrong thing or hold the door open for the wrong person one day.
honestly the honesty just docent seem to work for people.
i like the idea of the strong silent type. so i have become just that.
i wont share a feeling with meaning or a thought of distraught ever again.
why dont people ever get addicted to good stuff? why is addiction always associated with negativity ? oh yeah , cause too much of anything is never a good thing.
i want a truck . did i tell you? yeah im gonna buy a truck. im a winter monster and i like the winter and i need a vehicle to support that. i know everyones like why not a jeep dude… yeah jeeps are cool but im not gay and i dont have kids so i will not be buying a sport utility vehicle. im getting a fuckin truck and im gonna rip shit.
what about a house? yeah i wanna house. or just some sort of dwelling of my own. who knows. idk. i dont think . thinking sucks. im not good at it. so i dont.
i like bananas for breakfast. the healthiest thing i do all day is have a bottle of water and a banana for breakfast.
i beat off to a 50 year old broad gettin banged out on the internet today. she was ok.
i didnt go out this weekend. i dont go out pretty often. i like it.
a good way to not get addicted to pills is to dislike them
i didnt nap after work today. im not sore. im not even very hungry.
im not very funny right now.
its so weird how it just turns on n off.
today i came up with a sex position for gay dudes right off the top of my head. out of no where.
i guess i just used all my creative juice earlier today . plus i beat off 3 times in the last 5 hours so my brain is just blahhhhhh.
i wanna be funny right now.
lol ill stop. if you are still reading this im so sorry.
just bla bla bla bla bla
its like a fucking diary.
i put on some skinny jeans yesterday cause i was listening to this thing on the radio or i read it or something and it said that if guys are wearing jeans with too much extra that it says they have no fashion sense and are compeltely clueless as to what is going on …. which i totally have more of an idea than most people . but i cant wear skinny jeans. i can wear like straight legged levis. those are as tight as i can go… my leg muscles and my d n bs just do not fit.
also speaking of that i was looking in the mirror the other day and i flexed my leg muscles… they are disgustingly ripped. like they are jacked up beast mode legs.
youre still readin this?