theres some saying, it goes … well im not exactly sure how it goes but the main idea behind it is that the people you surround yourself with says alot about you.
well, since i dont exactly surround myself with anyone very often i guess that says im sort of empty and lonely?
but when i do surround myself with people, they are wild, drunk, generally irresponsible, rude, just alot of other poor qualities.
i used to think it didnt really matter to me and i was outside of this “curve” but in all actuality i dont like it much anymore. and even though im usually a pretty descent person, i think it says that i am in fact guilty by association; a piece of shit.
now let me make sure you fully understand that i dont think my friends are pieces of shit. i think that they have the hobby of making poor decisions. they are good people. just poor deciders.
i guess what im trying to say here and not doing a good job of, im completely torn with my place in life.
i had a mediocre performance on the train last night. i havnt performed in a while. so it was good to stretch my muscles. i thought it was only the 6 people on the top level of the car but apparently the entire car was paying attention. i say it was mediocre cause i was a little too drunk and couldnt keep my composure very well… like ya know i wasnt staying focused in character i guess and i was just giggling and making side jokes to myself about myself but over all the people laughed and im sure they enjoyed themselves. i thanked them for their time and wished them a good night as i exited the train.
im not sure what i was eating but my hands smell like graham crackers. which is awesome.
one of the girls at work smells like cookies everyday and it really makes me wanna have sex with her.
i received my christmas present today. no not early, 9 months later and slightly used lol.
riot fest was a fucking , well im not sure i have adjectives for it. it was quite the experience this year. but i accomplished exactly what i wanted and that was to see Me First And The Gimme Gimmes . im not going to try and explain it but i will say that ive been covered in mud for the last three fucking days. yeah fucking total balls.
i think that people are shit. and whats even worse is when you sift through the shit youll find some fucking nuts.
people are fucking shitty.